After months and months of extended research, I no longer feel that Counter-Strike is a game of skill. Quite the opposite, in fact, it's a game of twisted coincidental luck. Which mocks every shred of my existence. This evening for example, I start out with a 2:8 ratio. That basically means that I am doing the worst that anyone could possibly do. So I decide to switch servers to where the BFC is playing. I start out doing very well. A solid 17:9 ratio. Obviously my luck/karma/what have you is stronger than most playing on the server. However the tides shift when I hit 17:10. Luke had joined the server, as well as the opposite team. He thought it'd be cute for his first round to find me, kill me, and then immediately die. As if he was seeking some sort of revenge against me. Sickening. Truly.
In my future I plan on phasing out the Counter-Strike in my life (drewmedia, you're lucky -- you have an excuse). I fucking hate it to no end, but I find myself playing it day and night. I think I'll just buy a new motherboard so that I can work Tony Hawk 3 and play it 24/7. |